CHAPTER - 1

Ye kahani shuru hoti hai vha se jaha se kisi aur ki kahani khatam ho rhi thi... ek ladki jisne apni zindagi me pehli baar kisiko chaha.. pehli chahat me bdnami payi.. pehli chahat me thokar khayi.. pehli chahat me hi nafrat payi.. ek aisi masum si ladki jisne kabhi izhaar nhi kiya bss pyaar jitna tha lutati chli gyi.. vo aaj 3 saal baad apni is pehli chahat ki unchahi kahani ko khatam kr rhi thi... 

Dusri taraf ek ladka apni zindagi me gum.. koi Hosh hi nhi hai ki uske aas paas ki duniya me kya ho rha hai.. bss uska parivar aur uske dost usko duniya the.. vo apni nayi kahani shuru krne ka pehla kadam utha rha tha...

Kitna ajeeb hai naa... kahani shuru hui bhi nhii aur ek kuch khatam kr rha hai to Dusra kuch shuru kr rha hai.. 

Inhe kya pta.. jha se uski kahani khatam hogi vhi se iski kahani shuru hone wali hai.. yhi to kismet hai... ye kismet hi inko aise bandhne wali hai ki jb koi ek is kisse ko khatam krne jayega to nayi kahani shuru nhi kr payega... uski duniya bss us ek insaan ke aas paas ghumti reh jayegi...

Morning 8:50 AM

"Deep breathe... gehriii gehrii saans le.. it's okay.. you can do it.. tu kr skti hai ye.. pehli baar nhi hai ye.. just deep breath.. " said a girl standing in the washroom looking herself in the mirror... she washed off her face and looked up.. vo aankhein jo aksar masumiyat se bhari rhti thi aaj unhi bdi aankhon me darr jhalak rha tha.. vo chehra jise sb dekh ke khush ho jate hai vo chehta sehma sa lg rha tha... dil ki dhandkan itni tez ki saaf sunai de jaye kisi ko bhi.. haath kaap rhe the

"  Saakkksshiiiii...." her mother called her outside through washroom, " kya khana bhi andar hi khayegi kyaa bahar aa kitni Der ho gyi... jaldi kr late ho jayegi office ke liye.."

"Haa maa aayii...bss 2 min aap jao" Sakshi told her mom.. 

"Aaj tujhe himmat krni hi hogi Sakshi.. aaj is kahani ko khatam kr.. vo tere baare me sochna tk to dur tujhse nafrat krta hai.. aaj tujhe usko bhul ke humesha ke liye is chapter ka the end krna hoga.." Sakshi told her inner self..

She came out of her room from breakfast in red anarkali.. long jet black haird curly from the end.. pinkish cheeks with purity on the face.. looking ethereal in traditional..

"Sakshi jaiswal present mam.." she said to her mom

"What is this behavior Ms. Jaiswal.. aap late hai and uske liye aapki punishment hai ki aapko ye Anar ka juice pura finish krna pdega.." said her mom...

"Areeee.... zaarraaaa saa hi to late hui hu naa.. uske liye itniii bdii punishment.. Maa nhi please kuch aur lekin anar ka juice nhii.." Sakshi requested with puppy eyes..

" acha theek hai theek hai lekin  aage se yaad rkhna lekin aaj to aapko ye juice khatam krna hii pdega... i am not leaving you until and unless you finish it off.."

"Maaaa...","no buttering Ms. Jaiswal."

"Fiiineeee.." Sakshi said getting irritated and finished the juice

"Maa chlo me jati hu late ho rha hai" ," aree Sakshi.. " sun aaj tu mandir me Prasad chda dena.. tujhe yaad hai naa aaj..." " haa Maa yaad hai.. aaj ke hi din hum dono ne apni zindagi me pehli baar ehsaas kiya tha ki beghar hona kisi kehte hai.. aaj ke hi din hum dono Mahajan se Jaiswal bne.. lekin mujhe aaj tk samajh nhi aaya aap aaj ke din Prasad kyu chlati hai bhagwaan ko ?" 

" beta vo isliye kyuki agr bhagwan ne Hume zindagi me vo din nhi dikhaya hota to shyad usse insaan ki sachai kabhi samne na aati.. ho skta tha ki hum aaj bhi uske saath hi ek dhoke me ji rhe hote...ho skta tha ki vo tujhe koi nuksaan pochata...  prasad bhagwaan ka shukriya krne ke liye chdati hu me ki unhone humari zindagi barbaad hone se pehle hi hume ek nayi zindagi de di..."

"Maa u know what...??? You are the best !!! You are a fighter....  meri warrior Maa " and hugged her mother tightly...

"Theek hai me mandir me Prasad chda dungi ab jau late ho gya naa to mandir me bhagwaan ko ek baar aur prasad chdana pdega... nayi job ki sifarish ke liye.."

"Ha ha jaa aur late mt hona ab..Bye.."

"Bye" sakshi bid her mother a bye..

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Sakshi Jaiswal, a 23 years old girl, living with her mother. She was not Jaiswal some 10-11 years back. She was Sakshi Mahajan and she lived in a complete family, with her father whom she loved like anything. He was everything for him. But then on her 12th birthday, something happened in her and her mother's life that made them Jaiswal, it was her mother's surname before marriage. Mahima Jaiswal worked hard, like really hard to give her daughter a safe place to live. She worked as a housemaid, worked in 3-4 houses so that her daughter can study and become self dependent. She is ideal of her daughter and she loves her more than her life. She is scared to lose her but more than that she is afraid that no man like her father should come in her life. Her daughter as well loves her more than anything. Sakshi can do anything for her mother. She has seen her mother struggling in her life and not only for herself but for Sakshi's too. That's why she does not want her mother to take any kind of stress and she wants her mother to be happy and proud of her.

~Toshi Garg